i feel angry…

i feel angry after the break…

i feel angry…

i feel angry. not in a legal definition way of course. so, if you’re some lawyer from the future looking through my past entries looking for something against me, here’s the part you should read:

no, i am not going to kill anyone, or mutilate anyone, or download kiddie porn or anything else like that. it is more of an intellectual anger. more of a disappointment anger. more… more of an anger at a general concept trapped within a people then at any one particular person.

i’m tired. i’m tired of reality being steered in the wrong direction.

have any of you seen the television series “amerika”? admittedly, it was a crappy tv series made in the 1980’s when the russians still admitted that they were soviets (as opposed to now where they are still soviets in mindset but keep spitting out that they love peace & democracy & all that other bullspit) & the whole plot of the series was that the soviets took over america. it was corny, it was stupid & it was controversial.

anyway, i’m getting to my point. in a moment.

so, at one point, the future leader of the resistance witnesses a “terrorist” attack (pro-america forces were now considered the terrorists) & comments how the terrorist attack had targeted the wrong people & it was in the wrong place. he wasn’t commenting that the bomb should have been placed 6 feet in another direction or in a different area but how all that anger & all that resistance had been squandered – how the terrorist attack, although “successful” in a short-term knee-jerk fashion was unsuccessful in a long-term fight for the freedom of the country.

see? we’re headed in the wrong direction. all of these blogs, all of these facebooks & myspaces & twitters… they’re all headed in the wrong direction. all this venting… has it gotten us anywhere? in the short-term, it gives us a place to vent but then we feel better & go back to our complacent lives. we rip open a release valve that’s pointed in the wrong direction…

there needs to be a focus, a way to channel the venting…

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